there’s so much i can say yk? so much that went by so quick. i don’t think ive ever had such a quick year and as much as i hate that it went by so quick, im still grateful that it went by with you as my lil future wifey.
i remember debating about pushing you off into the river on our first date in canary wharf, i probably should’ve done that. we should go back one day, do you rmr seeing those people on the lil boat? that’d be fun w just us. 🚣
i wanna go to a museum again, i like seeing art admiring art.
i’ve picked up on so many habits that nowadays i think ive become you. wow.
i still can’t believe how much i missed you anytime you’re not close to me yk? like it’s not right to be so far away from you… but one day i’ll change that. or rather WE will change that :D
wanna know something else i still can’t believe? the amount of times i just find myself staring at you, wondering if you’re even real. i’d never have imagined such a beauty to be mine. i’m glad you’re mine.
you should keep smiling, it looks so cute on you, like the lil hamster stickers innit?
i wish we could’ve gone on more dates, it’s so nice to be around you, to be around such a bundle of joy.
i hope that in the coming years and for the rest of your life, you’ll rarely or better never have any sickness or anything that hurts you. not a good feeling knowing you’re in pain or upset or anything yk? even if anything happens though, i know my wifey can get through, she’s strong enough for anything, probably even me tbh but that’s besides the point.
i know you couldn’t really go for all of the dreams you really wanted so bad, but it’s okay. you still got a lifetime ahead of you, you’ve still got so much in you to do what you want right? i hope that you know you’re going to do a lot of great things in this life, you’ve got that kinda energy after all. maybe i’ll even do a lil sumn sumn here and there w you innit?
yeoo we going uni together soon… two years lwk gonna fly by quickly, i kinda hope it does because i wanna go uni w you like rn :D 🎓
im surprised we’ve barely ever had bad days. i like how we understand each other anyway, make up and keep our relationship healthier yk? its very cool…
…you’re very cool, and fun, and funny (maybe…?) and… amajing :D. maybe partly because you’re tryna be like me >:( …or maybe we’re just two peas in a pod? haha see what i did there?
i miss your scent, rmr the one from your hair? i faintly smell it now… put it back on NEOW >:( or… am i getting used to it…? :/ i rmr the first time i smelt it, it was so nice man
rmr that maystar event? the first one we snuck out of? like a week or two after we started talking? and we went to this one alleyway where we were talking, we recorded snaps w tapped in playing in the background and i was sitting on the ledge thingy? i was surprised when you just put your arms on my legs and were just resting there… took me a few mins to get used to it but i was still surprised… i think i still am actually… in a good way obviously :D
i gave up on deep talks so long ago, but then we started talking deep here and there, and i realised i kinda missed it. or maybe i just like it because its with you…? i think thats the reason… yeah…
hmm… lets jog my memory a bit more…
yeooo rmr that time in regent’s park where we wrestled? that was fun… i took you down everytime :D
and that time we were feeding ducks in hyde park? bruh the fucking duck was chasing me… :| like bro i gave you food why you quacking me… ima feed you steaks and chicken and rice and fish for the rest of your life >:)
and you ain’t taking no bloody meds on my watch buddy… :| watch out…
but anyways…
i hope we have more years to come… a whole lifetime of just us :)